Time with Jay-after First Class-sort of AU

[balancingminds]

After the shower, Charles feels relaxed in a way he hasn't in far too long, "We could just stay in here and be lazy. Clothes can wait."

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[balancingminds]

He knows that he feels happy and not in a lot of pain, that's a good beginning.

It takes a little complicated shifting but he gets himself beside Jay, "Thank you. I needed to remember that I'm not the one in the charge."

[runningred]

Jay wraps an arm around Charles, his hand shifting to massage his back, more out of habit than anything else. "Nope, today you're just Charles." He's a tactile soul and very, very good with his hands, his fingers finding the knots in Charles' shoulders almost automatically.

[balancingminds]

"God that feels good. At this rate, I won't be able to move, just be a happy puddle,"

Charles loves that he is tactile, its something he craves and hasn't had outside of PT and his care since Erik left.

[runningred]

"Nothing wrong with that." Jay grins. "But your shoulders are a mess. Roll onto your stomach and I'll work on them for you if you like?"

[balancingminds]

That's an easy motion to do and he snuggles into the pillow, "I'd love that."

[runningred]

Jay kneels next to him rather than straddling, more out of concern of putting pressure in the wrong place than any worry about being naked.

He starts at the top, working down Charles' shoulders and back with strong, sure hands.

As he reaches Charles' lower back he leans in and presses a kiss to Charles' shoulder. "Let me know if I'm hurting you or going anywhere you don't want to to go, okay? Just guide me round the painful areas."

He moves carefully, gentle and slow around Charles' lower back and hips.

[balancingminds]

(OOC: I haven't worked out all the specifics of his injury so there is handwaving here.)

There's a scar on his lower back, a number of them, one from the bullet and others from the surgery done to try and help him.

He nods and says, "I'm still tender around the scar and its hard to feel much lower."

[runningred]

Jay hums his understanding and kisses Charles' back, just above the scar and moves carefully around the area before working his way back up.

He leans over Charles to work on his neck, massaging the base of his skull, his chest brushing against Charles' back.

[balancingminds]

The hums and kisses are lovely and Charles sighs, moving his arms back to touch Jay's knees.

[runningred]

Jay can't resist the urge and kisses Charles again. First between his shoulder blades and then again on the nape of his neck.

And then there's that spot behind Charles ear... He hums again.

[balancingminds]

"Ohh, I like that," The hum and the kiss make him feel like he's thrumming.

[runningred]

"Glad to hear that." Jay purrs, sucking lightly on the tip of his ear. "Very glad. Because I've wanted to kiss you for a very long time."

[balancingminds]

He smiles but its sad, "I know, though I'm a mess and don't know how much I can give back."

[runningred]

Jay lays down next to him, pulling Charles close. He cups Charles' cheek and pulls him into a slow, gentle but passionate kiss. "As much or as little as you want. As much or as little as you're ready for."

It's Charles' pleasure he craves, emotional or physical. It doesn't matter to him as long as he knows Charles is enjoying it.

[balancingminds]

The kiss is wonderful and he sinks into it enjoying Jay's care for him, "More of these."

[runningred]

"And this?" He kisses his way down Charles' throat, nibbling playfully across his collarbone and down the cleft of his chest.

[balancingminds]

His body is responding and he groans, "Yes."

[runningred]

"And this?" He teases the tip of Charles' nipples with slow circles of his tongue, his hands stroking the curve of his sides.

[balancingminds]

"Oh,"

He's happy and surprised as he sinks into the pleasure and feels how much Jay likes doing this for him.

[runningred]

And Jay loves it! Loves giving pleasure, loves knowing the other person is feeling it. He hums as he sucks lightly on the hardened peaks. He lets a hand drift down the planes of Charles' stomach.

[balancingminds]

The combination of touch and feeling Jay's pleasure is making it hard for him to keep his shields up so he's projecting.

There's surprise and joy coming out of him as he feels and realizes how much he's still feeling.

[runningred]

Jay basks in the waves of joy coming from Charles, giving back every sensation he can, his mind open fully.

He kisses lower, exploring the tight muscles of Charles' stomach and teasing his tongue over the shape of his navel. Even as his hands drift lower, onto the swell of Charles' thigh and into areas Charles may not be able to feel, he feeds back everything he feels.

The heat of Charles skin, the texture of the fine hairs under his palm, the firmness and shape of muscle - all of this he feels and offers to Charles to feel.

[balancingminds]

Its strange to not feel as much as he used to, but that's become normal for him.

Soaking up Jay's emotions and physical feelings gives him more back then he expected and he moans, losing himself to a measure in all of it.

[runningred]

How far do you want me to go? Jay asks silently, his lips still sucking soft marks over Charles' abdomen.

He grazes a thumb over the crease of Charles' thigh, feeling the soft curls of pubic hair against the edge of his palm. Offering but not pushing. He wants Charles to feel every pleasure possible without feeling uncomfortable. His own desire radiate, pulsing through him and basking in the feel of Charles' mind as well as body.

[balancingminds]

(OOC: I'm being bad in terms of research but I don't have the energy for it. I have a feeling this is going to end in some happy but not sexual happy.)

He doesn't feel that soft touch but knows Jay is giving it, "I..i don't know how much will work."

This is something he has thought about at odd moments as Jay is handsome and understanding but Charles feels broken.